I prayed for this, I worked on this, I stood still for this.
My cough has dissipated, I am on my third day of monthly period and I have rested for a few days.
My mind dropped a lot of thoughts. I still have a lot, thank you. But the calmness of the moment gives me a clear head. Losing attachment to things and people also help. I am ready.
Things are not perfect. I do not have everything I want or need. But I am ready to deal with what comes, not being confused or overwhelmed. I observed that in the past few months, I cowered in fear at the challenges of life. I felt abandoned by the strong force in my life, making me lose direction, focus, no ground. I floated for a while. Last night I felt my feet touch the earth. I can stand tall again on my own life force. I have regained myself.
I want to start with improving my health. I have reached a new consciousness about it, of course, through the health challenges I have had. Lord bless me with continued good health. Sleep has been well, I think that contributes a lot to the body and mind. I rest enough hours, maybe even more than I should, but I am not worried. It has settled quite well.
I take several vitamins and meds. I have the C, B++, E, and a general multi-cap. BP maintenance has been reduced and doing quite well, too.
Ah, food. That deserves a whole post by itself and so is my new workout program.
Now for work. Thank God for stable internet signal even by broadband. My cellphone signal has improved also, I can now make calls and not get disconnected or get that awful choppy conversations with people making me feel stupid. Today, I have renewed passion for what I do.
With this certain order in my life, I feel the presence of The Holy Spirit. If not, I shout out, and ask Him to a two-way conference. I should do more of that.
That’s it for now. Happy sigh.